My life has become so routine to date
beside working , i dun have time to engage other activities
hence it explains my lack of posting here ..
but i do enjoy what i'm doing
thou i'm stressed & worn out lately
at least i wont turn my mind inwards again ..

i was always told by people that i'm someone very real
reason , not because i'm good at impressing people
guess i'm just way too lousy & lazy to fake it .
i hate to put on a mask .
my emotions literally write straight on my face
hence i had never succeed in anyway to conceal my feelings .

i used to ramble alot
i used to grumble alot
on the contrary it might affect people around me without knowing
i should be prudent to all
but now
i prefer to take it all by myself
maybe i felt that we should always be responsible for our own deeds
there's always a saying : " you reap what you sow ".
and i would like to remind myself constantly .
i felt a complete change in me now
hopefully for the better . ha
hopefully i smile because i smile ^^
alright . another lesson learned!

there are couple of things that i really wish to do right now .

- have a deep and undisturbed long sleep .
- sunbathing at the beach playing my fav numbers from ibiza or carolina to unwind .
- travel alone to a place where i know nobody for month or so
and back with lots of shopping ! .
- last but not least .. baking ! i miss baking the most
baking therapy always works for me !

hope Mr D will find some time & bake up a storm soon =)
stay tune ! ^^